1. I am the only
dependable line of communication between my mom & dad. I secretly love this
MOST of the time bc it has made us closer than I ever imagined.
2. I didn’t
have any major regret until I was 28 years old.
3. I love shoes
& hate my feet.
4. Getting dressed has the
ability to change my mood. Good & bad.
5. I try not to
interfere with other people’s fate. However, I don’t want to listen to people
complain about things they can change.
6. I hate when you can
tell a person is just waiting for the next thing they can say when you are
talking to them. It makes me crazy.
7. I do not hold
grudges. I do however, intend on trying my hardest to never ever get hurt in
those same ways again. So I never forget.
8. I consider myself very
lucky in many ways.
9. I hardly ever cry. I
wish I did more bc I think people might be able to relate to my emotions when
shit gets real, but usually the tears don’t come, and this can be frustrating.
10. I really really
wish I had gotten a chance to at least meet my dad’s mom. She committed suicide
before I existed, and this makes me have no tolerance for others who want to
end their life. It’s incredibly selfish, and I lose total respect for anyone
who wastes life.
11. Every day, I am
scared that Ezra will have a stroke and be like my brother. It plays a huge
role in not wanting any more kids, and also makes me feel guilty and selfish.
Truth: I couldn’t love Marcus any more than I do, we are very close.
12. I am ALL about rainy days.
13. I don’t believe
in ghosts.
14. I really
wish my sister & I were closer in age. I’d like to think this would make us
closer in life, but who knows.
15. I have more DIY
projects to do than I have time to do them.
16. I am my happiest when
my hands are covered in ink, paint, & glitter. I wish that talent made me
more $$$$$.
17. I want to open a
business that is a coffee shop that has TONS of tables & art supplies so
that artists can come & play somewhere that isn’t home. Sort of like Corks
& Canvas, but with all art mediums.
18. I live my life &
talk to people as if everyone knows whether or not I am lying.
19. I never thought
the day would come when I said I needed a camper instead of a tent, but it has.
20. I’d like to see
more sunrises. Oddly enough, most of the ones I have seen were while I was on
vacation.
21. Working at a
newspaper is pretty boring. I miss being a full time florist all the time, even
though the pay is awful.
22. I collect
vintage maps.
23. Sometimes I have
to remind myself that people have a hard time caring past anything but
themselves, and that they do care, even if they are selfish. Sometimes it
works.
24. I have come to
appreciate Facebook. I am very lucky to have so many impact my day to
day life even though we don’t see each other very much, and hope all of you
know how dear you are to me….then & now.
25. I am a hypocrite,
and it’s something I work hard to change all the time.
26. I don’t take advice, but love hearing it.
27. I love encouraging others, and compliment complete
strangers almost every day.
28. I do not have a favorite color, but I HATE purple.
29. I make my “New
Year’s resolutions” on my birthday, which I consider to be the first of “my year”.
30. I love stand up comedy, and listen/watch it so much that
I wish more funny people would give me something to laugh at.
31. Some things never
change. I guess I have to be okay with that, but it doesn’t mean I have to
agree.